Habbo: Alucard-Soul

I think.. That I only need to be loved.. Somebody can love and the people cand love you.. But it doesn't matter if there isn't love between two persons.. That's what I want, only that.. It's strange that something like the love can completely change a person.. It's strange.. I've never feel something like this.. I really don't know how to continue with this.. I know that it won't be easy..

That person that could make me feel happy.. DOES NOT EXIST.. I'm not the same now.. These things that are inside my head.. Everything is different.. I don't know why.. Why shall I continue whit this?.. The other day I was going to put an end to everything.. But I couldn't do it.. It's strange that the thing that I most desire is killing me.. The people.. they won't understand me.. Nobody will do it.. I only could continuw with this and see...

I think that the asnwers that I'm looking for are in the deepest of mi mind.. And the love is in the deepest of my heart.. I know that get there won't be easy.. That when I get there I'll be happy.. It's better to don't think about it.. I only want to know if I'll be happy someday of my awful life.. It's strange that I speak now in some way.. And that the other days I spoke in ohter way.. Whatever.. I thought..

Asd (: ♥ <3

Why I've to continue fighting if there's nothing for do it?.. Why nobody understand me?.. Why.. Only why.. The hope.. I thought that I never have it.. I don't believe in nobody and in anything.. All the things that I thought.. They're only dreams, unreal things.. Why I've to forgive him?.. Why I've to lost everything which I've fighted so much?.. Nothing is real.. My dreams.. They show me a best future.. But I don't want to wait anymore.. I need that now..

I know it, and I try to don't think about it.. I don't only want to be understood.. It's something more complex, more difficult to understand..Something.. that nobody will understand it.. Ye one who tries to understand me.. I'm really greateful to them, her or him.. I don't want to speak.. I only wanne be alone.. Why is everything happening to me?.. Why there's no one who understand me?.. I only wanna finish this.. This is too much for me.. For a person..

I only want to know why.. Why does it only happen to me?.. Why the time continue flowing.. so slowly.. there's nothing for me.. I've lost everything.. It doesn't matter how much I try.. Because I'm living in the real life now.. All that time.. I only dreamt awake.. Everything was wonderfull, but now it's awfull.. All the things that I thought that were good.. Now those things are killing me.. I want to konw why nobody understand me.. I only..

The love, the friendship.. Everything haven't any matter for me.. The things that I believe were good.. It's strange that sometimes we have to forgive the person which we've fighted so much.. Or the person which we love.. It doesn't matter how much I try to find an answer.. I only find questions.. but no answers.. I try to find everyday.. someone who can understand me.. It seems that I've to live with this..

Laah.Zhubii
Asd te kiero muzho wna (: xd Pemsar ke nuestras vidas han sidi iguales en algunos sentidos ii tan opuestos en otros..
Ueno po muzho no emgo paa decir naa mas que te kiero muzho :x

.x:carlos12:x.

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Me regalas tú voto (?) ☆.
Si ya lo hiciste gracias

25-may-2011 4:12:18
NARUKO-EMO

Paannn Ranceoo ♥
tu cara n.n la adoro jaja
bueno ps am tkm no critiqes mi dibujo deforme qe ise con amor jojo ♥
aaammm ahí te dejo tus 5 estrellas
y am...me das un sandwich? n____n

25-feb-2011 6:43:31
!!Yerik!!

¿ TE UNES ?

♥ Los Púrpura

27-nov-2010 12:08:16
-=Anray=-

★ Cada SUEÑO es un SECRETO;
★ Cada AMANECER una ESPERANZA;
★ Cada CORAZÓN tiene un DESEO;

☆ Y Mi Deseo Es Verte Por Mi Home ☆

15-jul-2010 20:28:26
:.@gus.:

teechomuchodemenos :/ vuelve xfavor

27-mar-2010 16:40:16
:.@gus.:

≈ Amigos, como tú en el mundo quisas nunca más se vuelvan a encontrar Ü

Gracías por tu amistad es muy valiosa para mi.
Te quiero♥ demasiadø,
cuentas conmigo para todø

Atte.
Maríaa, {♥}

08-nov-2009 3:19:04
Mr.Lovetts

Te unes?

EnFerMoS MeNtALeS

16-ago-2009 6:19:34
Laah.Zhubii

Tee Unees amii grupo (:
Ayudame a recuperar miembros yaii n.n?

Te Odian .. te sientes solo ._. q nadie te tome en cuenta
Este es tu grupo HATE ME

21-jun-2009 8:11:43
CAROLINA1231

medicenbarbara (:

30-may-2009 23:32:23
CAROLINA1231

ALUU mirá negro :) pásate :)

15-abr-2009 5:11:25
Perla.C

Vive La Vida Loca!♥

Pasate :B

Jugemos 30x30?♥

25-mar-2009 23:54:08
x.pauliitha.

Pazatheee (=

Quieres Jugar
5x5
10x10
20x20
50x50
100x100
Empiezaz Thu (=

Sino qieres jugar solo dewelve firma (=

07-mar-2009 2:21:52
thexjavii

:O
Me Enamoré de tu Home :$
Pazaas por la miia :x ?¿

23-feb-2009 1:26:07
-=Anray=-

Los Amigos son un pedacito de nuestra historia con ellos reimos, lloramos, vivimos y existimos GRACIAS por ser parte de mi historia TQM ¡Feliz Día de la Amistad!.

14-feb-2009 22:56:55
Amanda907

нσℓαω ! єѕтα єѕ ℓα ¢α∂єηα ∂є ℓαѕ нσσмєѕ уσ тє ƒιямσ у тυ мє ∂єνυєℓνєѕ ℓα ƒιямα ѕιgυє ℓα ¢α∂єηα xddddd ! ƒιιямα мι нσмє

13-feb-2009 0:13:17
Brooklyns

» Me paso, te pasas? D:

» 10x10?, 20x20? O lo que sea, Empieza tu y devuelvo! :B

12-feb-2009 5:33:49
Carrie...

Porque todos menos yo tienen algo para hacer esta noche ♪
Me ayudas para llegar a las 3500? $:

25-ene-2009 3:58:39
:.@gus.:

t extraño :(

24-ene-2009 17:56:01
@canlili@

Me ayudas a llegar a las 5500 ? *-*

o Jugamos a 10x10 o 5x5 ? n_ñ

20-ene-2009 23:01:12
Ssilver-Moon

HELLO!!!!! :D

20-ene-2009 18:02:50

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